| God
speaks to She who will not Listen
Wendy
Wachtel
Dead,
dead is he to me who took a maybe till with unthinking lips
she said
yes,yes,yes, she said please, I love you too much, yet my mind
sinks into uncertain
thoughts of he or I, or he and I both burning aching tempting
fate that fucked me well.
"God,"
I scream, "why here, now, with silver lusty he?"
God,
silent with thought echoes in my mind, "she is not for
he."
Bullshit!
She gave herself over to be more than one passing ship, fuck
buddy for
one night, forgetting all pains
"Bye"
he said, saliva on his lips with sticky white morning dew careful
not to burn
his heart.
"Fuck!"
she said, forgiving him and letting go of her own trembling
hand, she
cries . . .
"Is
this what happens?" Be on my merry mind and he goes off
in his shackled,
merry way? Why can't he see beyond the one-time slut {she is
not for real, not pink,
not
simple,
just girlish and untimely in her
fake gentle manner}
She
screams.
NOT
TRUE Second guy, gorgeous love, love me, please, at least for
one more
night.
He
smiles and shakes his head, he won't talk, won't fall
"Is
this what happens . . ."then?
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